Friday, December 22, 2006

At Soba, the stove has had no knobs for a long, long time. Controlling heat on the six high-pressure gas burners could be a painful task, forcing all of your upper body strength into turning a hot steel rod which was, in most cases, fused in place by carbon accumulation.

But the other day, the Southbend people finally came through, and fitted new plastic dials onto the jagged metal. Today, working sautè was like the Christmas miracle for me. I mean, you may think things like this don't matter much in a kitchen. But it's the stupid, insignificant details like stove knobs, or not having enough two ounce ladles, that destroy you. At one point, we had a fucking fork tied to a string, hanging off the oven door, that we used as a wrench to work the stove. Anyway, these are the kind of problems that the people who make your food have.

I went to the Carnegie Museum before work today, to see the exhibit on Louis Comfort Tiffany. Aside from the collection itself being incredible, it was so refreshing to do something cultural with my life before stepping on the line. For awhile I thought the untraditional schedule we cooks are cursed with was, well, destroying my life, but lately I've realized that it's quite an advantage. Things are just better when you don't work nine to five as a corporate drone.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

a year in first sentences

January: Well, the year is over. With the new year, I'll be truly settled into my new life--as both a professional cook and an independent person.

February: I miss the clef. It was never about the people or the recognition, though the sense of self-accomplishment and community helped me immeasurably during that time in my life.

March: This is incredibly good. I've got Thursday and Friday off both work and school. I don't even know what I'm going to do, but it might involve the strip district around noon, parsnips, turnips, or rutabagas, and perhaps the catch of the day.

April: Woo! Sweet party last night. Woo. I may have found a house to live in too, which is good. We'll see how that works out.

May: Get together a Vidalia onion, a few cloves of garlic, a lime, two almost-ripe mangos.

June: So I got paid (for 89 hours of work) just in time to pay first month's rent on my new place.

July: Well, the move (some boxes and luggage) is complete.

August: Before finishing, this was the dull wood panel in my small dining room, complete with streaks from someone's shoes and specks of paint.

September: I'm sorry, but occasionally, vegetarians make me a little angry at humanity.

October: Forgive my literary hiatus, but I've been busy making dinner for thousands of people.

November: Well, nothing out of the ordinary is going on here.

December: Hooray! Winter is finally here, although this time last year I was already up to my ankles in snow.

Sunday, December 03, 2006

a pretty good party

Hooray! Winter is finally here, although this time last year I was already up to my ankles in snow. Despite being cold, it's still good weather for Chuck Taylors up here, which is a disappointment so far--I anxiously await being able to make snowmen on my rooftop.

Of course, despite my utter lack of belief in what it represents, Christmas has already begun for me. The other day I baked cookies with my good friend, and have quite a few stars, gingerbread men, and christmas trees on my coffee table, all laden with the appropriately shaped sprinkles. It is, of course, only the tip of the iceberg. Soon, my studio apartment will be decorated with glowing strings of red chili peppers, and I will be engaged on several occasions, I do hope, on drinking wassail until I pass out. There may also be Reed's Spiced Apple Brew in store, which is a wonderful investment any time of the year.

I don't have any idea what I'll be doing for the actual Christmas holiday. I've already pretty much realized I won't be able to make it back to Texas until shortly after New Years, when my body will be broken by the restaurant industry. At the very worst, this bachelor pad-turned-professional kitchen will have a goose roasting.

I bought a new stockpot. And a saucepan. Roughly 25 dollars each, which was quite a steal. The pot is a 16-quart, which means I can make several gallons of stock easily now, rather than stuffing bones and vegetables into the little Farberware I found in the trash at PCI, or my 6-quart sautoise. My kitchen now contains every item of cookware needed to create almost everything I know to be good in the world, except maybe one decent nonstick pan. The next step for me is a KitchenAid and a meat grinder, and a terrine mold. Yes, I know, I need to scrub the top of my stove.

I went down to Trader Joe's for the first time yesterday, and despite the brisk walk to East Liberty, it was well worth it. Due to Pennsylvania's liquor laws, they can't really do here what they're famous for--cheap, good wine in large quantities--but even without the booze, it's a wonderful experience to just go in there and look at everything. I bought a pound of New Mexicon Pinon beans (absolutely wonderful), some real Bourbon vanilla extract, some very nice real maple syrup (buying fake ensures a terrorist victory), and a small jar with a surprisingly substantial amount of Spanish saffron in it (four dollars!!), which, I'm sure, will yield a much nicer color and flavor than the tiny capsules I buy from the Pennsylvania Macaroni Company in the Strip.

Of course, getting paid right before my days off, I couldn't resist going to Whole Foods on the way back. The three natural food stores in my area, Trader Joe's, Whole Foods, and the Market District Giant Eagle are basically all on the same street in a line, with Trader Joe's being the most far out and the Giant Eagle being the closest to my apartment. The meaning of this to me is greater than The Mall of America, Fifth Avenue, or Chinatown in New York--things like black truffle oil, Elysian Fields lamb, and Prince Edward Island mussels are like Prada handbags to me, and to have such convenient access to them is dangerous to my budget. I managed to get away from Whole Foods this time, however, with nothing more than some blackstrap molasses, very good orange blossom honey, and a replacement pastry brush (long ago, the one I received from PCI burst into flame in a barbecue mishap). Somehow, I was able to walk by the cheese department, bigger than my apartment and featuring excellent English Stilton.

Tomorrow is Jacques Pepin's lecture at the Carnegie Music Hall. I didn't get my tickets in the mail, so I'm going to have to run by the university somewhere to pick them up. The oppurtunity to have one of the great culinary masterminds teach me what he knows is too awesome to pass up.

I'm going to have a very rough week ahead, I know--Tuesday through Saturday. But having a weekend off may as well have been a vacation. For once, I woke up feeling refreshed this morning, not aching in every part of my body or smelling like a hideous mixture of bleach and garlic processed through a Robot-Coupe. I got to continue working on Anthony Bourdain's new book. I roasted bones and mirepoix, and stirred a pincage, shirtless, in the comfort of my own messy two-room home, and woke up at nine in the morning to strain a perfect brown stock, or, as the Escoffier says, an estouffade. I made mushroom risotto with fresh chervil and white truffle oil. A bèchamel with caramelized onions and garlic, with fresh basil and parmesan cheese, accompanied pasta. At Soba on Friday, I went to a Scotch and Cognac tasting which was (despite my sitting next to the dishwasher, who mixed all his scotch together and shot it back) sublime.

It's quite necessary to kick back and enjoy, in a lower key, what you dedicate your life to professionally, no matter what it is. Maybe when I tie my long, white apron over my chef's jacket today, I'll remember what I try to believe in all the time: life should be allowed to happen, for better or for worse, and isn't something to worry about--and risotto Milanese is really, really fucking good.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

i've got somethin' to hold on to

Oh, man. Just one more day, and then it's a beautiful Friday and Saturday off. It couldn't come sooner. Days like today, when I wake up and every muscle in my body hurts, and I find myself unable to do much other than order an americano and walk in the direction of work, are rough.

The past two days I was over the stove, tomorrow I'm over the wok. Just one more day of kicking the valves on full-blast, ladling oil and frantically tossing ingredients over my shoulders, steaming mussels and searing tuna steaks, frying rice with ginger, garlic, cilantro and scallions, squirting fish sauce and sesame oil, turning a cold faucet into a steel bowl of 550 degree oil and bathing myself in steam. Every once in awhile, I'll throw some wet bok choy, or some shoestring potatoes into a hot wok and light a fire the size of a small apartment kitchen, and I'll have to rely on my clean, cancerless lungs (a rare commodity in our industry) to blow it out or risk dumping a burnt mess out and starting over in the middle of the dinner rush. By the end of the night, my eyes will hurt from all the flashes of light--between shaoxing cooking wine, various accidents, and fishes hitting pans on sautè, we start a lot of fires. And my knees, my feet, my back will ache, and I'll want to sit down because I haven't in twelve hours, but I won't.

As much as the busy nights are exhilirating, there is an impending sense of doom at this point in the week--the business is making a steady crescendo, from an easy Sunday to a pain-in-the-ass latenight Wednesday to a catering, special-menu party Thursday to a rather mentally and physically abusive weekend, where we'll come in an hour early to prep for a war. I love the work but I still frown at the culinary institute for being such a bunch of assholes--through all the sanitation, restaurant management, and cuisine education, there's not a lot of honesty as far as working from one to one in a hot kitchen goes.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

amazing wok team!

The Soba Restaurant and Lounge wishes you a very happy Thanksgiving!

Yeah, yeah, I haven't written in awhile. I'm not dead though, despite the inhuman consumption of various wines and spirits on a very, very fine Thanksgiving enjoyed with my friends from the restaurant. Highlights of that particular evening include Trivial Pursuit 80s Edition, a board game called Cranium, and actually letting some of these motherfuckers get into cars to drive home. I also have an exquisite photograph of our general manager with his sweater pulled over his face, which, in the interest of my career, will not be making a debut on the internet. All in all, a lovely holiday this year, even if it was away from the family--dinner prepared by a professional chef is undoubtedly something to factor in as well.

What have I been up to lately, you ask? Well, aside from being the new American Dream, I:

--Had a very short-lived affair with a young photographer (smoker. yuck)
--Baked several loaves of bread very, very late at night
--Worked roughly 55 hours last week, a contributing factor in my dear journal's hiatus
--Fixed my 35mm camera
--Began working on music for a caroling ensemble composed of co-workers and other friends (It Came Upon a Midnight Clear, Hark the Herald Angels Sing, Silent Night, a Morten Lauridsen O Magnum Mysterium, and that old Balulalow, right out of the Klein High School Choir's music library)

More to come after I bust my ass for twelve hours tomorrow!

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

view the world from american eyes


Well, nothing out of the ordinary is going on here. I feel the need to write, however, and besides, people yell at me when I don't.

Autumn, though? That's incredible. Despite only being my second up here, the season is impossible to take for granted. At this point, the leaves have done what they will, so people are all fucked up about winter being almost here, but that's the quirkiness of Northerners for you--anger and depression over shit they have absolutely no influence over. Not that I'm saying anything bad about Northerners, since in the South, the theme is to picket gay peoples' funerals, stomp you into the ground for having unique beliefs and opinions, et cetera. I could go on for awhile.

Tomorrow I've got another Scrabble match at The Quiet Storm. It's becoming sort of a weekly thing between Zach, Jacque and I, for which I am very happy. I've had a consistent schedule with Wednesdays and Thursdays off for awhile now, so to get out after the end of the work week and do something intellectually challenging is a rather refreshing change from various Orders, Fires and also, Pick-ups. Maybe the greatest thing about any time off from my job is that I can allow myself to simply concentrate on one thing alone, instead of ten, fifteen entreès all at once, which can be a bit mentally exhausting.



Wednesday, October 25, 2006

4 AM idea:

I want to have a mods and rockers party.