I am burned out like a goddamn candle. School is becoming something that I just have to show up for in the morning and get over with so that I can get on with my real life at work. When this waking up for school shit is over, my life is going to improve so much.

I'm just so exhausted. I consumed six or seven cups of coffee the other day just to stay awake at work and I'm about to go do it all over again, and then again tomorrow, except tomorrow morning I have my practical exam in Advanced. Supreme de Volaille, which involves grinding meat, making a mousseline style forcemeat (stuffed underneath the skin of the bird), and roasting a whole chicken, in addition to vegetable and starch and sauce production in and hour and fifteen minutes. If I mess up anything it's quite possible I'll have to take the class again, about 200 dollars out of my pocket.

Okay, done with this shit now. I'm gonna go get it done--I moved up here to be a stronger person.